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Update: Aaaargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And so we start the weekend with...

...tears?

Can you freaking believe that?

I was already upset because of you-know-who.

Then I went over to Basapa and the newest post has clips of Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

Crayola session ito ever!!!

First, the tears started falling from my left eye... then those around my right eye pooled and fell faster than those from the left eye... and then I blinked and then, I cried me a river (nyahahahahah!).

And since crying me a river was not enough, I went over to Pajiba's Tearjerkiest Moments of the Last 20 Years. I think you may have a heart of stone if none of those clips make your eyes water just a little bit.

If you had enough of the tears, then how about some cheesiness?

Boys, boys, all type of boys

Browsing through the messages I received in Friendster, I came upon old messages, sent October 2003:

Hi! How are you? Do you remember me? I was your neighbor in ******* ....

Do you remember the days we would sit on your swing and talk whenever you guys throw a party in your house?


How can I effing forget you? Yes, I remember those talks we had -- it's a very dear memory of mine. You broke my heart at the tender age of 11, but you gave me the best summer of my pre-teen life.

He lives in the US now. He's married (to a girl who, IMHO, is as "healthy" as me, and having the same nickname as mine) and has a little baby boy of his own. I used to dream of a life with him when I was that lovestruck 11 year-old girl... but then they were shattered (drama naman) when he went for the mestiza girl. But looking at him now, marrying somebody who looks like me -- oh, the could've-beens racing through my mind right this moment.

I remember I replied to his messages with something like this: "Remember I had the biggest crush on you then?"

And didn't get any reply from him anymore.

So what's new eh?

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Going home from training last weekend, I saw a familiar profile near our subdivision gate buying some food.

OHMYFREAKINGGAS WAS THAT...?!?

Whoooo are you... who who who who...



As you can see, I am still obsessed about imeem.

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So, a favorite past time of mine in the office while waiting for a kiddo's work, or waiting for a job to run, or waiting for my brain cells to warm up is to look at my Sitemeter. I get a kick out of the search words people use that make them land on my blog (most of the time it's about my employer), and how long they stay (around 0 seconds :P).

And I get a little starry-eyed when some unknown entity in the internet is searching for yours truly.

So, I'm Alive

yeah, i know you care, admit it. even though you just searched for this. hell, i don't think anybody would put that in their blog.

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If you've been following me on Twitter (which I know you're not) or at least noticed my Twitter badge, you might have seen this last Saturday:

Mark this twit: its the beginning of the end.


Yeah, so there's a missing apostrophe, but that was thru text so forgive me punctuation police.

The end of what?