Yosi: Asa pa...
Kape: 1

Followed a link from kilcher, however, I did a different test. So here's the result of my Personality Disorder Test.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Very High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Yosi: *sigh* I wish I could just have one puff...
Kape: 1
Panoorin: Astig ang Cat in the Hat!

"Anything? Anything.... Anything? Anything. Anything? Anything! (twak!)... [whisper] Anything?"

"Honey, that dress was ruined when you bought it!" [snap, snap, snap]

"You're fired, fired, fired, fired [deep breath] fired, fired, fired..."

Lam ko di niyo masyado gets. So panoorin niyo na, keri?!

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Pansin naman nating lahat na bago na ang itsura ng aking blog. Lurve the colors, yummy! Feeling ko nga lang parang ang liit ng tagboard ko. Oh well, baka ayusin ko pa. Salamat sa BlogSkins and to Elsight for the skin.

Keri, yun lang muna. Toodles!

Yosi: I had 6 sa Figaro.
Kape: Yung sa Figaro pa rin.

Blech

That's how I feel right now.

My mouth tastes like cigarettes pa rin. Kahit na kumain na ako ng dinner (relleno) and salad and a bar of chocolate [Blech. I'm such a pig!] And I brushed my teeth pa! Tas my hand smells like cigarettes pa rin kahit na binuhos ko na ata yung Gap Dreams sa kamay ko!

I feel so freaking guilty breaking my promise to Dar. Pero I feel so darn angry naman at myself for feeling guilty! Blech.

Bakit kelangang ma-guilty? Eh siya nga, sangkatutak na promises na ang na-break, di pa rin na-gui-guilty.

*twaktwaktwak* Bad, bad, bad thoughts!

Like right now, wala pa siya sa bahay. He promised me na kahit na yung shop niya nasa Manila na, minsan-minsan lang siya pupunta don. Tas ano na ang nangyayari ngayon? Two weeks ago, and last week andon na siya. Tas ngayon na naman andon siya. Tapos uuwi ng 12 to 1 am kasi daw traffic daw pag umuuwi siya ng mga dinner time. Ang sarap-sarap-sarap sumbatan ng mga rason na ganyan pakingshet. Bakasyon rin naman daw kasi ngayon. Okay fine, dyan ka na lang sa shop mo, isaksak mo sa baga mo yang Ragnarok mo, bwiset!

O diba galit ako? Pero kani-kanina lang, nag-text ako sa kanya ng *hug*. Ano ba 'to?!? Do I have multiple personalities or something? Aargh. No, mali, blech pala.

Masama ba ako na I can't seem to accept all of him, na lagi na lang ako nag-rereklamo, na feeling ko wala siyang effort tas baka meron naman talaga and I'm just too blind and stupid na hindi ko makita?

Or am I still too much of a martyr for letting him get away with it, and control my life?

*sigh* Or maybe I just want him to let me smoke without any darn issues.

I just want to write something that he did that made me happy. Kahit isang kuwento lang. Kahit isang gushy blog entry lang sana, where I can write na there is no doubt in my mind that he loves me.

*sigh*

Yosi: 6
Kape: 16 oz. Cafe Americano at Figaro

I spent an hour at Figaro smoking my lungs to death.

How low can you get *sigh*

Yosi: 0 ... oh why do I even put this here?!?
Kape: 1
Panoorin: Crying Ladies :D
Angas: Sino pa kaya?!? (Si Santa Claus... kasi di na niya ko binibigyan ng gifts eh huhuhu)

Hinde... hindi si Santa noh! Neways, HE made things so messed up na naman and it's all because of RO. And to think we spent Christmas sa Filinvest with MY family! And HE spent all (well, almost all) of his time in front of the computer pa rin! Akala ko pa naman eh we'll be able to have some quality time together (as in BE together ha, hindi yung tipong magkasama nga kami pero kebs naman namin isa't isa) kasi nasa bahay na kami nina Mommy. *Aargh*

Tapos the I felt like the whole time na nasa bahay kami, he was giving out I'm-doing-you-this-big-favor-spending-Xmas-with-YOUR-family na dapat okay lang na maglaro siya ng RO! Fuck talaga! On Christmas Day mismo, pagkatapos mag-Noche Buena, dumeretso na siya sa computer para maglaro ng RO. NAKAKAHIYA!

Kaya talaga minsan, I get ASHAMED and EMBARASSED when people know or learn na he's the father of my child *sigh*

On To Happier Stories

Making up for his blech behavior, we went to watch Crying Ladies sa Sta. Lucia last night. Nakakatuwa nga talaga yung Crying Ladies. I think Hilda Koronel should win something! Ewan ko ha, pero she stole the limelight from Sharon Cuneta eh. Hilda Koronel's character kasi is a former actress who was in the movie Darna and the Giants, and she played a provincial lass who got stepped on by a giant. Tas everytime she talks with somebody, namemention yung Darna and the Giants! Neways, good thing yung napili kong movie to watch during the MMFF was not a dud. Unlike last year, since kasama namin si Darice, ang pinanood namin Lastikman [horrors!].

Nga pala, I might meet up with Kat and Trace later. I need a big yosi break. As in.

I'll be giving them homemade lip gloss/balm nga pala. I have to do that pa, pero I still have to go to Sta. Lucia to buy supplies (essential oils lang naman).

Yun lang muna.

Toodles!

MeRrY ChRiStMas!

Yosi: 0
Kape: 2
Panoorin: LORD OF THE RINGS: Return of the King!!!

ASTIG!

Astig si Legolas! He stole the show na naman! Meron na naman siyang "whoah" moment sa movie, just like his riding-the-horse-moment and skateboarding-down-the-stairs-moment sa The Two Towers. Syempre won't divulge muna kasi sa January 9 pa regular showing. (Mainggit ba?)

Nagustuhan ko na rin pala yung character ni Miranda Otto, si Eowyn. Sa TTT kasi parang masyado siyang pa-cute kay Aragorn eh. Sa ROTK, mas maganda yung na-highlight na ugali niya. (Aargh. Ang hirap magkuwento!)

Okay fine. Next time na lang.

Andito nga pala ako sa Filinvest with MY family, that is, sa house ng Mom and Dad ko ^_^ Haay, na-miss ko na kasi ang Noche Buena dito sa bahay eh. ^_^

Toodles!

Yosi: 1 Winston Lights by myself, 2 Marlboro Menthols with Diane, and a measly half of a DJ Mixx Apple cigarette at the DSP Christmas Party
Kape: I've had 2 today...
Libro: Kaasar! I want to read Celestine Prophecy pero lagi kong nakakaligtaan!
Panoorin: Nickelodeon - Spongebob Squarepants, Taina, The Amanda Show and Ginger!

DSP @ Pook ni Butchokoy

Twas fun! Ang saya-saya!

It got off to a lazy start nga lang... Well for me anyways kasi kaming natira sa DSP waiting for the others to arrive. Tas ang tagal pa bago makababa from DSP. *yawn*

Then we had to go to Lutong Bahay to get the Food. Tas dumaan pa kaming Tandang Sora to order the barbeque.

Diane and I had a loooooooong game of billiards *lol* We both won! *lol* Buti nga natapos pa namin yung game bago nagkainan eh hehehe.

Singit ko lang to. Maypril was calling me up *rolls eyes* Mukhang she and Evan had a little spat and she wanted me to tell Evan to turn on his phone. So I did! Tas she kept calling me pa, asking for directions papuntang Pook ni Butchokoy. Aargh! Put on the spot! So I did tell her how to get there. I hope Evan wasn't pissed off at me... Eh wala akong magawa eh... huhuhu *sigh*

Anyways, salamat at masusulat ko na rin na si Diane ang nabunot ko sa kris kringle! *happy* I bought her this astig na lighter na merong nude girl na naglalight-up, and the flame is BOTH blue and green! ASTIG talaga! Sana para sakin yun hehehe. Tas syempre merong yosi, yung DJ Mixx na apple ^_^ Merry christmas Dianeski!

And ang nakabunot sakin, si Sir Melvin! *lol* He gave me a pillow. No, scratch that, sabi pala niya, para kay Darice yon hehehe. Darice absolutely loved it -- she's lying on it right now.

So we had games. I was grouped with Frank, Harmon and Sir Rhands. We were called the DSP Click ^_^ Other groups were called Jologs (Ma'am Gev's), Wherks (Sir Melvin's) and pakshet-I-can't-remember-Sir-Edwin's group. I think Wherks won the games eh. There was a quiz show (which had DSP-lab-trivia, Matlab-trivia and DSP-who's-who questions), resistor hunt and dares. The faculty were dared to dance the Otso-otso or the Spaghetti Song! Hilarious as in! Got pix pa nga from my phone (kasi si William, di dinala yung camera niya!) I had to do the Balls game, wherein I had to transfer a Christmas ball from Harmon's left pant's leg to the right pant's leg, then back again, all through his pants. I think na-harass ata sakin si Harmon eh *lol* Oh and meron rin pa lang dare wherein you had to imitate the faculty na ka-group mo. Jett imitated Ma'am Gev's Shrek potrayal from our Fontana charades. Franz imitated Sir Melvin's 'hulking' appearance while walking with his trademark cough (clearing-of-throat cough). Argh, as usual, nakalimutan ko kung sino yung kina Sir Edwin, basta naaalala ko yung mannerism ni Sir Edwin of fixing his shirt while talking/walking yung inimitate. Tas samin, si Frank, basta gayang-gaya niya si Sir Rhands! Sobrang funny *roflmao*

Shet. Sobrang na-miss ko tuloy ang DSP. Sa January 5 magkikita-kita na sila uli. Ako hindi. *sniffs*

Basta. Pagbalik ni Andrei, sabi ni Franz, gigimik kami. Woohoo!

Good night na muna. Nag-iinarte na si Darice!

Yosi: 0
Kape: 1


20 Days

Cold turkey for 20 days. I never thought I could last this long without a cigarette. And to think nagkita pa kami nina Kathy and At nung Lantern Parade.

Sabi sa Cosmo Philippines May 2003 issue, in an article entitled Cosmo's Guide to Kicking Butt by Rachel Guzman, "Cold-turkey trials have an abysmal success rate of five to seven percent since they leave the former smoker to face withdrawal symptoms ... all on her own." Hmmm... very encouraging. And there's a big chance of a relapse mamaya kasi Christmas Party ng DSP sa Pook ni Butchokoy (I can't get over the name!) mamaya, and it's a billiards place. Malamang may inuman. Malamang mapapayosi ako niyan.

Obvious bang nag-ke-crave ako ng yosi kasi wala na akong sinulat kundi tungkol sa yosi!

Lantern Parade

ANDAMING TAO! Sinumpong na nga si Darice eh, nagngangangawa dun sa Eng'g steps. Pagkatapos ng float ng Eng'g umalis na kami, and nagpunta na kami sa Christmas Party ng Yia Hall. So, di na namin nakita yung sa Fine Arts and sa Babaylan.

About the floats. AIT won the Best Float award. Rightly so, kasi astig yung octopus lantern nila and the under-the-sea theme. Astig din yung sa UP Underground Music kasi may banda sila! *headbang* Yeah! Rock on, dudes! Bano yung sa Eng'g - sorry, di ko talaga feel eh. Mas gusto ko pa yung last year na laptop.

Yia Hall Xmas Party

Twas fun naman, kahit na si Dar lang talaga ang kilala ko. I was pre-occupied naman with Darice, so di ko masyadong feel na OP ako.

Ang saya ng games and ang kulit ni Ma'am Libby! Emote na emote sa Paint-a-Picture na game! Tas sinali si Darice dun sa Ubusan-ng-Lahi game... gulat yung kabilang group eh pagbaba ng curtain hahaha *lol*

Nga pala, there was this girl there, si Stella. She came up to me and asked me if I was the S.A. sa EEE 35 na nagbabantay sa kanila sa exams. So I nodded yes and smiled, tas she introduced herself, and being the stammering idiot that I am, ang sinabi ko lang, "hello". After the party, nung palabas na kami ng Yia, nakasabay namin siya. Biglang sabi niya, "Alam mo, ang pretty mo"

Shiiiyeeeeeeeeeeet. *blush*

And of course, ang sinabi ko lang, "Gosh naman." Great comeback.

Lagi daw kasi siyang tumitingin sakin pag nagbabantay ako sa EEE 35. Shiyet, may ibubuga pa pala ako, kasi as I remember, lagi akong antukin and gutom pag nagbabantay sa 35, kasi 8-10 yung exam.

So, to change the topic, sinabi ko, "Naaalala nga kita eh. Lagi kang may jacket." Which was true, since naalala ko lagi siyang nasa harap and naka-jacket and pretty rin siya so she caught my attention din.

Whew. So napunta na sa ibang bagay yung usap-usapan. Di talaga ako marunong mang-accept ng compliment eh. Pero ako yung tipo ng tao na hayok sa mga compliments. Tulad ngayon, I'm still obssessing about what Stella said. KSP kasi ako eh. Kulang sa puri (er, in all definitions of the puri hehehe).

DSP Xmas Party

Pook ni Butchokoy. Whoa talaga. Astig talaga ang DSP ha. Di lang basta-bastang kainan sa lab, talagang maghahanap pa ng lugar para makapag-party!

Excited na'ko ^_^

Yosi: 0 pa rin okay!!! Huhuhu...
Panoorin: Fellowship of the Ring sa HBO! *sigh* Orlando *sigh*

Dreams

Tatlong beses ko na siyang napanaginipan.

Nung una, nag-confess siya of his undying devotion to me, kasama pa si Ma'am Gev (acting as cupid!). Cebu setting, and I was wondering what to do when we get home. Dun sa dream ko kasi, I decided to choose him na, as in wala ng usap-usap, kami na. When I woke up from that dream, nalungkot talaga ako. Parang totoo talaga eh, kasi nasa Cebu rin talaga ako non! *sigh* Maybe it was because na-overload ang eyes ko with the sight of him.

The second one, I can't remember.

The third one, kagabi. Pero andon lang siya, we just talked, no romance going on between us. Wala lang.

Pero tatlong beses ko na ring napanaginipan na iniwan ako ni Dar para sa kabit niya. Ang labo noh?!?

Sa tatlong panaginip kong yon, si Celine yung kabit. In the first one, wedding day namin ni Dar, tas si Dar, wala pa sa church. I called him up sa celphone niya, and he said, he'd rather be with Celine daw. OUCH.

The second one naman, napanaginipan ko na kaya daw ang tagal-tagal ni Dar sa Blue Tag eh kasi dumadaan pala si Celine and they were having sex there!

The third one, recently lang, pero di ko na maalala. Basta si Celine din yung kabit, and sya uli yung pinili.

What could all these mean?

Yosi: 0 pa rin...
Kape: hmmm... mga 3 siguro for today

Success!

At last, na-operahan na rin yung mga kuliti ni Darice. We checked-in sa Family Clinic Inc. - Hospital last Thursday night. The operation kasi was for Friday morning. Si Dr. Carasig na ang nag-asikaso ng lahat for Darice, as a favor to Mamox and Dadox.

Everything went well naman. I think the actual operation (excision of the sty) lasted less than 10 minutes lang siguro. Mas matagal pa yung pag-administer nung anesthesia. Darice was given a shot of sedative para malagay yung IV kung saan dun padadaanin yung mismong anesthesia. Hay, anak ko, batang -bata pa lang eh addict na. High nga siya pagkagising niya hehehe ^_^

Neways, may mga slight "wrinkles" lang before kami nagpunta sa hospital, pero I won't go into that na kasi feeling ko puro reklamo nako dito sa blog ko eh. Basta happy lang ako na everything was a success with Darice's sty removal ^_^

Yosi: 0
Kape: 2
Libro: Celestine Prophecy... I'm definitely gonna write something about that...

Since I only have a few minutes to write an entry, eto na lang muna...

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Choose a band/musician and answer only in song titles or album titles by them:

MADONNA!

01. Are you male or female?

LA ISLA BONITA
"...A young girl with eyes like the desert
It all seems like yesterday, not far away"

02. How old are you?

PAPA DON'T PREACH
"Papa I know you're going to be upset
'Cause I was always your little girl
But you should know by now
I'm not a baby"

03. Describe yourself:

BAD GIRL
"Smoked too many cigarettes today
I'm not happy when I act this way"

04. How do some people feel about you?

BEAUTIFUL STRANGER (ehehe ^_^)

05. How do you feel about yourself?

HUMAN NATURE
"And I'm not sorry [I'm not sorry]
It's human nature [it's human nature]
And I'm not sorry [I'm not sorry]
I'm not your bitch don't hang your shit on me [it's human nature]"

06. Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:

I'LL REMEMBER
"I'll remember the love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you changed me
I'll remember"

07. Describe your views on significant others
and crushes:

CRAZY FOR YOU
"I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you"


08. Describe what you want:

I WANT YOU
"I want you the right way
I want you, but I want you to want me too,
Want you to want me baby
Just like I want you"

09. Describe how you live:

THIS USED TO BE MY PLAYGROUND
"Don't look back
Keep your head held high
Don't ask them why
Because life is short
And before you know
You're feeling old
And your heart is breaking
Don't hold on to the past
Well that's too much to ask"

10. Describe how you love:

CHERISH
"So tired of broken hearts and losing at this game
Before I start this dance
I take a chance in telling you
I want more than just romance
Your are my destiny, I can't let go baby can't you see
Cupid please take your aim at me"

11. Describe your mood right now:

BORDERLINE
"Borderline feels like I'm going to lose my mind..."

12. Describe the perfect kiss:

FEVER
"You give me fever, when you kiss me
Fever when you hold me tight
Fever in the morning
Fever all through the night"

13. Describe your dream house:

RAY OF LIGHT
"And I feel like I just got home and I feel..."

14. What is your favorite color?:

TRUE BLUE [walang song about purple eh :-( ]

15. Describe your perfect kind of weather:

RAIN
"Rain, feel it on my finger tips
Hear it on my window pane
Your love's coming down like
Rain, wash away my sorrow
Take away my pain
Your love's coming down like rain"

16. Describe the best organism:

[wala akong sagot]

17. What do you look for in a man/woman?

SECRET
"You gave me back the paradise
That I thought I lost for good
You helped me find the reasons why
It took me by surprise that you understood
You knew all along
What I never wanted to say
Until I learned to love myself
I was never ever lovin' anybody else"

18. What is your favorite song?

CRAZY FOR YOU
"Slowly now we begin to move
Every breath I'm deeper INTO YOU"

19. Describe your dream name:

no answer uli...

20. How do you want to live life?

HUMAN NATURE (ulit...)
"Express yourself, don't repress yourself... "

o kaya...

HOLIDAY!

21. How do you want to die?

RAY OF LIGHT
"Faster than the speeding light she's flying
trying to remember where it all began
she's got herself a little piece of heaven
waiting for the time when earth shall be as one "

22. Who is your favorite actor?

VOGUE
"Marlon Brando, Jimmy Dean
on the cover of a magazine" (well, not really them, pero they're actors mentioned in Madonna's songs hehehe)

23. What's your kind of high?

DEEPER AND DEEPER
"Kisses sent from heaven above
They get sweeter and sweeter the more that I know"

..or...

BAD GIRL
"...drunk by six...smoked too many cigarettes..."


24. Describe your perfect date:

JUSTIFY MY LOVE
"I wanna kiss you in Paris
I wanna hold your hand in Rome
I wanna run naked in a rainstorm
Make love in a train cross-country"

25. Share a few words of wisdom:

SECRET
"happiness lies in your own hand... "

Stucked:

...On Cebu...

Yes, I miss Cebu. No, scratch that... I miss the person that I was in Cebu.

I can smoke up a storm in Cebu. I can drink 7 beers, stay up all night and dance to my heart's desire in Cebu. I can have decent conversations over coffee, from the insanely ridiculous topics to the more thought-provoking issues of life. I'm only responsible for myself, and I can come and go as I please.

Sa Cebu, wala akong Darice and Dar. Did I miss them? Honestly... and shamefully... not really. Masama ba akong girlfriend, o kaya nanay? Or maybe the circumstances surrounding my departure for Cebu were screaming, "Take a freaking break!" and I did just that? I think I did deserve that break from being a pseudo-wife and mother. Especially since my pseudo-husband was just plain heartless before I left. And my mother just told me that I'm totally worthless. Who wouldn't need a break after that?

And now, I think I had too much of a "break". I feel totally frustrated. It's like I went into an alternate time-line and just want to stay there. I feel so tied down: by Dar, by Darice (sorry...), by job-hunting, by this house, by my parents. Everything is dumped on me. Cebu made me feel how it is to be (a bit) free: a normal 23-year-old girl out for fun at night, drinking coffee and dancing up a storm. Going back home made me feel old and depressed and disheartened.

...On Dar's Words...

Dar: Gusto mo lagi kang nasusunod.

I should've said: Kelan ba nasunod ang gusto ko? Gusto ko ba na mag-Ragnarok ka nung 5th year anniversary natin? Kaninong gusto yung nasunod non? Pag-nag-go-grocery ba tayo, do I even put anything in our cart that I want? Yung suweldo ko, gusto ko sanang ipang-shopping, nagawa ko ba yon? Gusto kong mabayaran yung tuition ni Darice, nasunod ba yon? Eh yung gusto ko na makatapos ka kaagad, nangyari rin ba yon? Paano mo naman nasabi na lahat ng gusto ko nasusunod eh wala ngang nangyayari na gusto ko eh.

Pero ang sinabi ko: Ikaw naman ang palaging nasusunod eh. [yun lang sinabi ko.]

Dar: Hindi ka naman nagyoyosi dito sa bahay ah. So hindi ka addicted talaga. Nagyoyosi ka lang pag kasama mo sila. Para maki-uso sa kanila

I should've said: Bakit kaya nauubos ang kape dito sa bahay? My coffee addiction is to replace my nicotine addiction. Mas nerve-wracking nga dito sa bahay niyo eh, mas ginugusto kong mag-yosi. Ilang beses ko nang naisip na pumislit ng yosi diyan sa balcony natin, o kaya sumaglit sa CVC para lang makapag-yosi. And please, tigilan na natin yang nakiki-uso lang ako ha. Please lang. I am not that shallow! Kelan ba naman ako naki-uso?!? That is the worst thing you can say to make me stop smoking.

Pero ang sinabi ko: Hinde naman dahil sa kanila kaya ako nagyoyosi eh. [yun lang din sinabi ko.]

Dar: Sabi mo, ganon ka na talaga nung nakilala kita. Sinasabi ko ba sayo na babaero na talaga ako nung nagkakilala tayo [para makapam-babae ako?]

I should've said: Kahit sinong kausapin mong tao, yang argument na yan ang pinakabobo sa lahat.

Pero ang sinabi ko: Magkaiba naman yun eh.

Dar: Ayoko ng babaeng nagyoyosi

I should've said: Ayoko ng lalaking: babaero, iresponsable, walang priorities, nagspi-spit in public, walang inatupag kundi laro, immature, pala-sisi, hindi seryoso, bastos, nananakit, selfish, foul-mouthed, hindi makausap ng matino.

Pero ang sinabi ko: Bakit si Celine nagyoyosi rin naman siya ah.

Dar: Di ko siya nakitang nagyosi. Magyoyosi rin lang yon dahil sa mga kaibigan niya. Parang ikaw.

I should've said: Pakshet you. You still fucked her.

Pero ang sinabi ko: Sorry na baby.

...On Cigarettes...

There's not much to say except that I'm addicted. And I'm not convinced that I should quit.

So what if Dar doesn't like girls to smoke? There are a lot of things about him that I don't like, and that I definitely want him to quit doing, yet does he even care about what I have to say?

So what if I get sick? I haven't gotten sick yet because of my cigarettes. Siguro pag nagkasakit nako, baka maconvince pa ako.

So what if I die young? Everybody dies eventually. And at least I won't become an irritating and annoying old person.

So what kung walang sense lahat ng reasons ko?

I will quit.

Not just now. I just can't.

Kelangan ko pa yosi ko.

Pag nakahanap nako ng something or someone who gives me all the benefits of smoking (without the nasty stuff) then maybe I'll be able to quit.


...On Being A Bum, A Sex Slave and a Yaya...

I am so freaking bored. I am going out of my mind and I am absolutely doing NOTHING. I would've loved it better if I'm swamped with school work but NOOOO... I'm stuck doing NOTHING.

Well, not really NOTHING.

Natuto na akong maglaba, with a washing machine of course. Actually right now, I'm waiting for the rinse cycle to finish. I have to go back and check in 5 minutes for the drain and spin cycles. And I have another batch waiting.

And who gets to iron all those freshly washed clothes? Moi of course. Sa totoo lang, mas gusto kong mamalantsa kesa sa maglaba. OC ako sa mga kusot eh, and sa mga liston sa pantalon ^_^ Ayoko talaga sa basa.

Siyempre, sino pang naiiwan dito sa bahay para kay Darice... Ako rin diba? Kelangan ko talagang tutukan si Darice kasi may exams na nga, kelangan pang painumin ng sangkatutak na gamot. Buti nga ngayon nabawasan na ng antibiotic and nebulization eh. *sigh*

And pag-uwi ng pseudo-husband, ano gagawin ko? Depende. Kung nakaharap na sa computer, taga-kuha ng toothpick, pagkain, tubig, baso, etc. May kasama namang lambing eh (blech). Pag nakatulog na ako, mangangalabit. (Pero kung ako nangalabit niyan, and tulog siya, good luck na lang kung maalala pa niya na hinubaran ko siya hehehe ^_^)

Yun lang naman ang buhay ko ngayon.

I squeeze enough time to watch TV (CSI on Mondays and Wednesdays, LookForLess on I-don't-know-what days, and a few HBO, Cinemax, and StarMovies movies). I usually write stuff down for my blog (right now). Oh, and my newest addiction: ripping up shirts to be reconstructed into new ones. Argh, sana I can upload pix for peeps to see. Anyways, and I'm rereading books I (tried to) read before.

Ganyan lang naman ka-boring ang buhay ko ngayon. *yawn*

Yosi: sa Cebu?!?! good luck na lang kung nabilang ko hehehe!
Kape: Jamboo Froccino and Cappuccino sa Bo's Coffee Club ^_^
Libro: Thesis ko?!? Pakshet, kelangan aralin uli para sa ECEConference eh blech.
Tugtog: marami! Pero pag naririnig ko Get Busy, naaalala ko Cebu...
Panoorin: SingTV!
Angas: WALA! Ang saya sa Cebu!

Random Unforgettable Cebu Moments

Chard in his swimming shorts sa Cebu Marine - total turn-off! Buti na lang na-saturate nako sa sight niya dun sa Montebello! And by gosh, that smile while I was presenting... *sigh*

Mona and Rhodora - Take it off! Take it off! Take it off!

Regilyn - Kilabot ng mga Cebuano! ^_^

The sight of JonD in his swimming shorts... WOW! Whoo... it's gettin' hot in herre!

Reghz: Natataranta na'ko! Natataranta na'ko! [in a very high pitched voice, walking around the DSP Lab]
Drei: Magna-nap lang ako sandali ha...
Ako: Uy Rehgz, tapos ka na ba?!? Magbu-burn pa tayo! 2:55 na!!!

Brix soundtrack - Get Busy, All I Have, Thoia Thoing (oi, may text ako ^_^), Rock Your Body...

Bo's Coffee Club - mejo unsettling kasi the chatter was in Cebuano!

"My Boyfriend Thinks I'm An ATM" shirt and the many creative interpretations...

Drei's definition of Come Undone.

Jor-El's rendition of Through The Fire.

The call from front desk at past 2 in the morning.

Regilyn's "Kama ko yan..." shrieks that made Sir Melvin call front desk.

Eat-all-you-can sa Gelo Lang - kabondatan ^_^

Franz and Jor-El smoking!!! As in! Mejo nakakakilabot hahaha ^_^

Marian and me stumbling down while dancing.

My 7 bottles of beer and almost a pack of yosi sa Brix.

Drei, peram ng razor!

Saying "violet vars" during my presentation! Pakshet kakahiya! (Pero si Drei sabi niya "CajotA"!)

Jor-El and his "be-still-my-beating-heart" reaction to the coffee.

Feeling ko si Ma'am Gev mommy ko! ^_^

Reghz and his 10,000 "Mike's" ^_^

Getting to know PJ, JonD and Shell-liit - first impressions definitely DO NOT last.

All night singing with Shell-liit, Jor-El, Andrei and Reghz... From Two Steps Behind to Back For Good (na hindi na natuloy kasi nag-sign-off na yung Sing-TV *sniff*)

All night dancing, drinking and smoking with Shell-liit, Andrei, PJ, Richmond, JonD, Franz and Jor-El (mejo)...

The best kissmark contest! Hahahah ^_^

Tupac was in Cebu!

Coffee after kabondatan-dinner with Franz, Shell-liit, Reghz, Jor-El and Drei. Okay sobra ang Ayala Cebu.

Drei - my dancing partner! Kaya ko pa pala lower eh heheh.

Ma'am Libby's definition of Sir Law - "Kilabot ng mga Nakakakilabot"!

Shopping for pasalubong near Mactan Shrine with Shell-liit, JonD and Reghz.

Touring Cebu - went to Sto. Nino church and Magellan's Cross.

JAKOSELAM street. Enuf said.