it's been two years of...

ranting i had this awful awful dream... sobrang pangit na when i woke up, umiyak talaga ako and humagulgol!

anyways, it was about dar and his un-love for me. all i could remember clearly is that i was hitting him and slapping him pero NR lang siya. and i was getting physical because i found out na ayaw na niya sa'kin! pero he didn't tell me, kasi from my dream parang meron siyang ginawa to make me see na ayaw na niya sa'kin. tapos right in front of me, he called up bitch that bitch from two years ago!> and makikipagkita siya sa kanya! grabe, hindi kinaya ng powers ko... i kept hitting him and slapping him more, tapos minura ko siya: as in 'tangina mo!'. funny thing is, andun yung mom niya. and i clearly remember, nag-sorry pa ako sa mom niya, sabi ko, 'sorry po, hindi po kayo...'! sinabihan ko na lang si dar ng 'gago ka!'

the striking part about this dream is that he didn't care... he didn't care at all na i was getting hysterical. that was the most realistic part of the dream. hanggang sa subconscious ko, he will never care...


ranting ulit i just absolutely ABHOR aling letty. god, does she have to tell dar's mom about my 'soiled' panties that i wasn't able to wash? isa lang yon, that one time na hindi ko nalabhan kasi nasa fontana kami. i've always washed my panties before putting them in the laundry naman eh! aargh... ba't kelangan akong pahiyain?!? pag alam na ng nanay ni dar, alam na ng buong bayan... waaah!!!!!!!!!

absolutely raving i got my share of the prize money! woohoo... P16,666.66 to be exact! and last friday, nag-shop-til-i-drop ako sa 3-day sale ng sta.lucia and robinson's. ooohh... i am sooooooo satisfied with my bargain buys! i got a dress from gozum , nice pants from human <300-freakin-bucks only>, several naughty undies , a shirt and briefs for dar, and clothes for darice. i spent 2000 bucks lang ata for all of those things... ang saya mag-bargain hunting!

er, ranting uli well, i don't wanna be selfish, pero dar was asking for his share kasi eh! bakit? kelangan ko ba talaga siyang bigyan? ngayon lang kasi nagkaroon AKO ng pera, as in MINE, as in hindi galing sa kanya, hindi galing sa mom ko. i just wanted to spend it as i wish sana. kaso, he was making hirits the whole time about his share, so i gave him 5000 bucks. imbyerna.

oh well, at least that 5000 was spent on groceries nung nasa fontana kami. well, not all. i still shelled out 1000 bucks. tapos his mom borrowed 2500 from him. and he lent maki rin ata. tapos yung pinangkain din namin galing din don. sige na nga, okay lang sakin. at least, no questions diba, nagbigay ako?


ravin' uli i got 2000 bucks pa pala! it was so damn easy... sabi ba naman ni dar na wala daw animal na ass?!?! eh di pinagpustahan namin... hehehe 2000 pesos and i didn't have to do anything!

rambling naman okay, so we spent the weekend sa fontana kasi birthday ni don yesterday. kaasar nga mejo kasi sabi ni daddy dapat by 11:30 andun na kami sa fontana, and since dala naman yung ibang food, on-time talaga kami. kaso 11:30 asa camiling pa sila. imbey. so nag-grocery muna kami sa pure gold and px club.

and guess what kung anong hinakot ni dar?!? sangkatutak na pringles!!! the stuff i got na gusto ko is yung hershey's sweet escape and my cadbury dairy milk and my super chunky corned beef and the buy-one-take-one-for-only-a-dollar torengos. aargh, no hope na talaga akong magpapayat!

gusto kong mag-gym sana sa celebrity eh kaso katamad naman mag-commute don kasi asa pa akong magpahatid sa driver ko diba? kung jogging naman sa u.p. siguro after summer classes na. hassle kasi kung ang aga-aga ko sa school, tapos san ako mag-sha-shower, sa eee? nyek! tapos maghihintay pa ako hanggang 11? well, puede din, at least i can ogle sir hizon debah? hehehe...

neways, since mejo desperate nako, nagpabili ako kay mommy nung reliv product niya na milk shake na parang slim fast. i need to lose at least 10 pounds, and at the most siguro 20 pounds lang...

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